College has made me realize a lot of things that I used to overlook.
We were just laying in his bed and he told me he needed to ask me something. So, I was like okay… and then he said “I think i’m going to join the navy. I’ve been thinking about it for a while now and I think it’s what’s best.” I started balling…. to the point where it was all weird noises and water pouring from my eyes, I couldn’t even talk. I mean, I should have known this was coming, before we started dating (over 15 months ago) that was his plan. BUT I changed his mind… well, apparently not. He’s back at square one. I just don’t know how to deal with this. All i’ve been doing all day is crying. I can’t stop.